I guess lately I have enjoyed reading Wikipedia articles before I snooze out. This isn’t every night but I try to read when I feel bored or just have a hard time settling down. Here are some articles that I’ve read/are reading (really just interests or curiosities of my):
It’s not resting! Or at least not settling on one thing. Is it okay I just write out a brief grocery list of what’s on my mind on here? I don’t want to go into detail, just because I can’t focus on one thing but it all just seems important to me >_< !!
Veganism when I move out
More yoga practice needed
My aunt and chemo
Minimester course (ending in March—hurry!!!)
Mary J lust
College transfer letter (get here Feb 15 pleaseeee)
LDR inquiries …
I want to look into Zen
Future life (minimal possessions)
Marriage (how I feel about it)
Why does the green make me juice up now??
Current dreams!! Are they leading me on to something?!
Portugal. The Man
If anyone has ideas of whatever I am thinking about or you’re thinking about, please tell me. I just want to chill from this weird excitement and hyperness
So I had this dream about an old friend of mine who I haven’t seen in a few years. We went to high school with each other and had a lot of laughs together! For some reason, the setting was back at my high school’s lunch room, “the commons”, and I was sitting with my broski, LUKAS!!!! *muah, wink* hahahah
Okay so we were eating lunch with a couple of stragglers who I didn’t know but Lukas probably did/does. And then I see out of the corner of my eye, my old friend! She had left the school during one year and was sitting at another table, waving to me. I couldn’t tell for sure if it was her since I didn’t have my glasses on so I glanced over and didn’t wave back. The consequence? She wasn’t in her seat when I shot a glance back.
I turn to pay attention to (ugh) Morris who is about to make a speech about something, when my friend comes to sit by me only she is a he. He tells me how much he has missed me and we start to laugh and everything like we use to—it was so awesome! We started to hug like we use to (we were never romantic but we cuddled/snuggled) and again, it was awesome and comforting.
I’m not saying my friend wasn’t mature, but the maturity level was definitely higher than it was before. He was more calm and not as hyper, which hyper isn’t bad—it can be funny for me—but perhaps it was just the aging that went along with it. We were as old (or young) as we are now. 18/19.
I told him why I was there and how I have missed him over the years too. He thought we would go back to (high) school after this and I brought up the newsflash to him that by now, Lukas and I and the rest of the class have already graduated. He looked shocked and slightly disappointed. So I continued on and told him I was enrolled at a community college and was going to move out this coming fall. He had this look on his face that he had missed out on so much, as if he were locked away in a cage for so long…
I felt bad telling him that I was pretty much moving on with my life and he had these feelings of being left behind. I reached out to him a big hug!
***I hope to see her again someday and sooner rather later lol***